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(1Learned to Fly)(Take the fall) [19 Feb 2005|02:00am] [ mood | happy ] [ music | time spent driving - glass rose ] yeah so for those who already know and those who dont i now have a myspace. i know what most are thinking, that im a hypocrite for always puttin it down but trish set it up for me just so i could see what its like. and i figure i use this livejournal hardly ever anymore, so why not somethin different. im just not really online at all anymore, i guess ive just gotten bored with it all but im givin it a shot. bowlings become cool again, at least for me steve n vinny. it was our second night in a row goin. im gettin better but i feel like such a nerd. we cant find anything better to do and its better than video games. valentines day was awesome. it was my first with an actual vanentine (trish). i got her chocolates and some estee lauder perfume, a lil pricey but well worth her reaction. and im glad to say the whole night went great, and things have stayed that way since. things are feelin better than ever with that girl, im really happy with her. this sunday is snowboardin with chris at okimo. cant wait for that. then theres two shows which are gonna be nuts. the one pretty much everyone knows about in oneanta that chris set up march 5th, and the one in nyc. chris' is got after the fall, the outcome, thousands, the truth hurts, n outta hand. the one in nyc is comeback kid, bane, silent drive, n such march 6th. go if you can and watch out for face melters. ok im really tired.

(7Learned to Fly)(Take the fall) [24 Jan 2005|05:06am] most people probably dont even read this anymore so why im doing this remians a mystery. ive always been touch and go with the lj, it takes either great boredom or big news. this time its big news, and not the good kind either. trish is moving in august to arizona. there was always talk about me going there and her going for college but basically our options have come down to this. shes definatly going, and me. well im stuck here in a depressing community college and not alot of ideas to where im going after im done. i found out a few days ago and it hit me pretty hard. we've both been trying our hardest to look on the bright side of things or just avoid the truth, but it keeps catching up to me and its been really rough. right now she plays such a huge role in my life its impossible to imagine myself without her. we've been together now for 10 months (in three days), to some that may not seem like a long time, but with everything we've been through it feels like years. we have 5 months left together, and it still just doesnt feel real. i cant stop thinking of the day she'll be leaving. saying goodbye and watching her plane leave. it scares me so much to think about it. im pretty much lost without her. all we can do for now is just enjoy the time we have, and make the most out of everything we can. im still trying my hardest to hold onto some form of hope however. i keep telling myself that theres always the future and there could always be a second chance down the road. i think ill always have that feeling inside me now. i even feel fortunate in some ways. many couples end on bad terms or realize that things arent working out for each other and it just simply ends. its a clean break but you usually lose them forever. but i know ill always have a place for trish no matter how long were apart, and can always count on us remembering each other in good ways. these next five months are going to be the best and sometimes hardest we've had, but it will all make this whole relationship that much more meaningful. im just takin it day by day and lovin her to death.

(2Learned to Fly)(Take the fall) [28 Dec 2004|10:55pm] [ mood | pumped ] [ music | unearth - bloodlust of the human condition ] vacations in full swing. its been pretty good so far, except for the fact that trish isnt here, i talk to her like every day but its still hard being so far apart, its def. not the same without her here. miss you boo. so last night me n chris and sam went to the mall for a little bit, we ate and i ended up buying a new deck. i got the new colt cannon/ tosh townend siamese. its pretty sick, and i got it fer only 40 instead of 65 with my discount, and the powells and tsx boards which are normally 40 i can get for 20. i love it. after that we went the shelter and skated for like an hour then there was a show there which was awesome. verse was really good, i bought one of their tee's and then headed out the the diner with vinny, steve, and mike. we just talked and laughed until we were all crying and my stumach hurt really bad. it was good catchin up since college has destroyed our social lives. tomarrow me and teenwolf are goin to check out the tsx park, im gettin me n him in fer free and early before all the little kids. so just us and the kids who work their will skate until it opens to the public. cant wait fer that. im goin to set up my new shred sled and call trish. later.

(1Learned to Fly)(Take the fall) long time no read [22 Dec 2004|02:29am] [ mood | tired ] [ music | the killers - all these things that ive done ] i havent updated this thing in a while, i dont know if its because ive been working so much, or if i just dont care about online anymore. it all feels kinda dull and boring to me now, even just talking on aim but whatevs. so im working two jobs at the moment, my main job at on the run which is sucky, and my new job at TSX which is awesome. im waiting to quit mobile soon tho, i just cant stand being there and their screwing me over so much. i already missed thanksgiving because of them, and now i gotta work xmas eve, and xmas day then work a 43 hour week. but TSX is perfect for me, im already good friends with everyone there, i love the environment, and im around people i can actually talk to about skating and stuff. and the best part is they own a skatepark in kingston that i can get into for free anytime i want. ive definatly found my dream job, but unfortunatly whether or not im a permanant employee isnt really clear right now. i wont know if there keepin me until after the holidays. so in the mean time im bustin my ass there tryin to make an impression. the only draw to all this is ive been really stressed on time. at most i get one day off a week and i spend that with trish. shes been really patient through all this, and i know its gotta be tough. shes in school all day then by the time she gets out im already at work until midnight, and to make it worse shes leavin friday for arizona for 2 weeks. even though this is only until i settle down with one of the two jobs, i dont know how many other girls out there would deal with me never being around. but if theres one good thing from all this its that shes proven to me how determined she is and how much she cares and misses me. thanks trish you've been great to me, i love you. so tomarrow im working at TSX 3-12 and then thursday im spending with trish since shes leavin the next morning. sometime in that day i gotta finish my xmas shopping too, which ive waited way too long to get to. im fallin asleep so thats all for now, merry christmas to everyone if i dont update before then, and come visit me at TSX sometime yall. zzzzzzzzz.

(3Learned to Fly)(Take the fall) [20 Nov 2004|11:20pm] [ mood | accomplished ] [ music | sanatra - have yourself a merry little xmas ] so i ended up going to jethro tull or however you say it with trish friday. it was at the palace theatre in albany, and sucked haha. trish agreed but we still had fun despite the hundreds of drunk rednecks screaming around us. i guess if your into like southern rock n stuff it wasnt bad, but it wasnt really anything spectacular to me, ive seen better old rock bands before. today didnt do nothin really, just worked 2-10. i finally had a little payback too. heres what happened, this guy who comes in every night to buy 40oz's of malt liquer was especially rude to me and jim around 930. he was yellin n stuff for us to help him and hurry up. so like always i kept my cool and just waited on him, he threw his money on the counter and just kinda huffed that i wasnt fast enough at meeting his needs for getting drunk. so i still stayed calm and just rang him up, i didnt say a word i was just thinking of everything i wanted to say to this a-hole, but i couldnt. so as im thinking this, something horrible began rumbling in the depths of my stumach. i slowly turned away to walk from the register, but before losing his attention, i released a loud fart directed towards his face. he just kinda looked at me stunned and walked out the door. but to add insult to injury he left behind his precious alcohol, so he had to come back in and smell it to grap his beer and just ran out. i think in many ways im like the rosa parks of all convenience store clerks around the world, and i have a dream that someday we will all rise up against those who disrespect us and let out a smelly cry of victory.

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